~It's Official~

Drastic change i had,i guessed its official tt i wil not be leaving malaysia this year.Surprisingly,I pretty happy with the decision.

Thx everyone tt suppported my decision and "calmly" accepted this fact.hahaa.

Really surprised to c my face on the cake,too bad wasted for the occasion.I enjoyed eating my right ear though.

One year,tts a lot of time.shall fully utilise it.
Besides earning some extra money,should oso study some basic engineering syllabus by myself.=D
Many plans ahead.^.^

Happy to be "Stuck" in Malaysia for another year.

I want to Cry but not because I am Sad

The title says it all...

Sumtimes i just wonder wad my life means to me.

p/s.This is not an emo post.A promise is a promise.

I believe in music therapy and crying therapy.You dun have to be sad to cry.For instant,we have Tears of Happiness, Tears of Relieve and sumone told me about Tears of Laughters when i was typing this post.

So cry more.^.^.but make sure after u cry,dont waste the tears.Learn and understand while dropping some tears.Most importantly,feel better after every cry.=D

Exhausted =(

So many things to think but less time to spare,after so many ups and downs, i am feeling tired,very tired.Is everything already fixed beforehand or actually it doesn't?I rather believe in that everything is already fixed and planned by sumthing becos tts the kick i nid to make myself continue wad i m doing rite now.I realised that if this is wad i wan,i hav to sacrifice for it,even how many hurdles tt i hav to overcome.I read a poem which is still hanging at my parents' office for after many years.Hope it may inspire u too.

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

when the road you're trudging seems all uphill,

when the funds are low and the debts are high,

and you want to smile but you have to sigh,

when care is pressing you down a bit.

Rest,if you must,but don't you QUIT.

Life is queer with it's twist and turns,

as everyone of us sometimes learns,

as many a failure turns about,

when he might have won bad he struck it out.

Don't give up though the pace seems slow, you may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,

the silver tint of the clouds of doubts,

and you can never tell how close you are,

it may be near when it seems so far,

so stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,

it's when things seem worst you must not QUIT.

I felt better right now.^.^

Please Wake Up

Hey You,wake up!The Earth doesn't revolves around you.Can't you see that?

Just getting so tired of it.

I don't say it out right at your face because I doesn't want to hurt you nor making you feel bad.

Please,grow up,the world isn't just as small as the view from the well.

Its very much LARGER then you think it is.

So,can you please do me a favor,STOP being like this.